Just because I like banana-bread-making more than martini-shaking don't make me no fool.
Just some affirmations and reminders for myself.

I don't like (and don't need to like) boozing, "that's what she said" jokes, "i kissed a girl once, and i'm a girl; am i alternative enough yet?", lap dance parties (my housemate had one. all that happened was people gave each other lap dances. and omg one time??!!! a boy lap-danced another boy! how revolutionary!!!!), stupid parties in general (you know the kind where people sit around getting fucked up but nothing REAL happens), college life in general.

I'm done with "college life". I have never felt the need to play around with drugs or alcohol, and I don't now, either. This doesn't make me uncool, or a prude, by any means. I'm all about gettin' my buzz on so long as it's with the right people. My idea of a good time is chardonnay + apple juice (or white russians, or some sort of fun and fruity mixed drink) with some friends, some food, and a game or conversation or ... something fun and constructive. What I'm not about is "freshman fun". I'm not a freshman.


I just feel like I'm surrounded by immaturity. AND I AM. I live on a college campus. But next year, Imma have a little house (or an apartment) and I'll be able to throw mad baking parties ('cause sugar is my drug of choice), potlucks, aint-we-fancy parties (which consist of wine, french bread, and cheese, as well as pretentious conversation), and dance parties (where people actually dance). It'll be good.